Still Hanging On

Mother passed away November 9th. She fought cancer for ten years, wonderful lady. I will miss her more than words can express. My surgery is scheduled at the beginning of December. Kinda scary knowing I'll be under about eight hours and three different surgeons working on me during that time. Got to stay at least a week in the hospital including ICU. Sure wish my mom was going to be there with me. This is going to be some difficult holidays coming up. Good news is he made his mediums which means he may be able to get closer to home. His hugs can make my life so much better and I've been to sick to travel the six hours one way to see him. They are slowly coming off lockdown, so he's able to call more often. I miss him so very much. I buried a container with papers and stuff for him when he gets out in case I'm not here. Got a storage building for his things. Fixed the legal papers. Whew, it''s been crazy but I've done all I could do to make sure he's still got something to come home to. Now I'm getting myself and home ready for post surgery. This has been a hard year and the rest of it isn't looking to good right now. Gotta fight the battles to win the war. I trust in my Lord and pray for his will to be done. My faith is the only way to bear these burdens. Emotional pain physically hurts but the comfort I feel when crying out to God is amazing. Very thankful for my blessings and the love I feel. Life would be so much harder without MISS as y'all help so much just understanding how a mother feels about her child. Hoping better days are ahead for all of us. God Bless Y'all.

E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Mothers of Incarcerated Sons Society, Inc. to add comments!

Join Mothers of Incarcerated Sons Society, Inc.

Comments

  • Praying for you. Hope you were closer to assist you for post surgery. Blessings
  • Im praying you are doing better? Are u still driving 6 hrs one way?
This reply was deleted.