I havent been able to get on here for a while now. Today I finally was able to get internet. I have a car now and am able to visit my son on my own and for that I am grateful. I am on a tight budget as I am on disability. My sons appeals have been denied but he is staying strong and healthy. He has been in prison for 3 years now and has to serve 25 before he is eligable for parole. I try not to think that far ahead I try to stay in the moment. The first 2 years were pure hell. All the what ifs and hows ? None of that matters I try to remind him that sometimes we arent able to change our situation but we can try to make the best of a shitty situation. Just wanted to share that with you all. ive missed being on here because in the beginning I was going out of my mind with worry. I still worry and I still pray for him everyday. I try to visit him when I can but knowing hes okay today is enough to get me through each day. Ive seen him struggle with drugs and have seen him beat up nothing hurts more than seeing your child hurt. But he has healed and today he is clean. So just for today I am grateful. One day at a time
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